Her
Name was Lola
Part 3
By
Steve Finbow
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He
didn’t expect to hear from her again but on the following Wednesday
at 4pm he received a text saying, ‘Finished. Had shit day. Want
to meet?’ To his surprise he texted back. ‘Yeah, but not
POW. How about Pembroke?’ She replied ‘Perfect. See you
in 10.’ ‘Shit,’ he thought, ‘I won’t
have time to read.’ He grabbed a book, Colm Toibin’s The
Master and headed to the pub. He bought his drink and a bottle
of house red and sat at the back of the pub. The music was loud –
drum and bass – he opened his book and as he did so Lola arrived.
Her hair was down and windswept and she smiled at him. Her eyes filled
with tears as she took the chair opposite. He got up and she bent
to kiss him on the lips and he sat back down happy he had agreed to
meet her. She told him of her day, how the director was a bastard,
about the prosthetic limbs she had to wear, and about the struggle
she would have getting into her costume if she carried on eating and
drinking too much. He told her that a company was interested in publishing
a book of his short stories and that he had to get home early as he
had a deadline of midnight for an article he was writing on yachts.
She drank quite heavily and their conversation was easy and flowed
and he enjoyed himself. At nine, she told him she had to leave as
she wanted to get up early for rehearsals, she seemed to have forgotten
about his deadline, and so had he, and she said:
‘The
name of the road where I live is King Arthur’s – do you
know it?'
‘King
Henry’s you mean. Yes,’ he said, and pointed.’ Right
behind you.’
‘Really?’
‘Yeah.’
‘Shit.
I’ve been walking miles to get there.’
‘Want
me to walk you home?’
‘That
would be nice.’
They
left the pub and this time she took his hand. Her fingers were slender
and they interlaced with his. He preferred holding hands the other
way, or the only other way he could think of, palm against palm; but
she had taken the initiative and he liked the feel of her bones against
his and he imagined their architecture.
‘There
it is,’ she said. ‘By that Foxtons sign.’
‘Is
Fred home?’
‘Yeah.
Probably.’
They
reached the sign and stood and he let her fingers drop from his and
he said:
‘So.
Wanna meet later in the week?’
‘Yeah,
but I’ll have to let you know. I’m not sure when we’re
rehearsing.’
‘OK.
Text me,’ he said.
‘I
will.’
She
leaned forward and kissed him on the lips and lingered there. He put
his arm around her waist and she put her arms around his neck, it
was only then that he realised they were the same height. He looked
her in the eyes and then tilted his head. They kissed for a long time,
he bit her top lip gently and slid his tongue into the exquisite kiln
of her mouth, she wound it in her tongue, his hand was beneath her
T-shirt and he uncupped one of her breasts from her bra and caressed
the nipple with his thumb, her breasts were firm and larger than he
had imagined, his other hand moved down the inside of her jeans –
she was not wearing panties and he stroked her ass which was equally
firm, she pulled back, looked at him and then kissed him again a little
more fiercely, and he moved his hand around to the side of her jeans,
feeling her hips, and then round further and he could feel the inside
of her pelvic bone, and then they toppled and were on the pavement
and he was on top of her in the middle of a street in the neighbourhood
where he lived and she laughed and said:
‘I’ve
had too much to drink.’
He
got up and helped her to her feet.
‘Sorry,’
he said.
‘It
was me who fell,’ she said.
‘Sorry,'
he said.
‘I
gotta go.’
‘Text
me.’
She
kissed him on the lips.
He
turned and walked away.
‘Sweet
dreams,’ she called.
‘And
you,’ he said, feeling the ache of his erection.
She
texted him a week later, and he had spent that time working hard on
a series of short stories and although the ache had subsided, just,
he hadn’t really thought of her in that way but enjoyed her
company and thought she was interesting, intelligent, and funny. He
believed half of what she told him but the half he did believe was
either well practised half-truths or the truth romanticised, and what
was wrong with that? After all, it was what he did for a living. He
could invent these stories, with little digression from the truth,
from his own background. At twenty, these days, you had to appear
worldly, slightly different from the rest, and her tales of drug-taking,
overeating, attempted anorexia, and sex were urban tales. She said
her favourite book was Lolita, and they talked about this,
and later he bought her an annotated copy and gave her his paperback
of The Enchanter. And he thought of Humbert and Quimby and
their nameless predecessor and he then thought of her ass, and he
had to spell it thus, as it was an American ass, not a skinny English
arse; it was firm and powerful and abrupt and he then remembered something
she said one night…
‘I
will conquer the world with my ass.’
...and
it had made him laugh out loud and he never laughed out loud. She
had also said that last summer in the Vineyard she had bought a Kinder
egg and found within it a figure of death, and the figure of death
walked and left tiny prints in its wake, tracks that looked like they’d
been left by chickens. From then on, he could no longer picture death
other than as some gigantic farmyard bird with wings for scythes and
beady eyes that looked deep into his soul; that or death was wedged
into a small cage, beakless, unfeathered, reeking.
Part
4
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